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Date:2015-02-10 05:51
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Holy crap; been a long time meow.just spent the last 10 minutes reading old entries. Makes me laugh. nothing too important.but it transported me to a completely different time, frame of thought and now distant but then recent memories.
So I couldn't sleep..got up smoked a ciggy.now multiple.) Turned on the Siouxsie Sioux and took a a few hits..and now herei am.woooaoohh..I went on here initially this morning to see if this Freudian personality test was still on my page.not sure if it is even a Freudian procedure it was interesting.and always has vaguely haunted me with its words.anyway,great to be back.surprisingly I remember my password so I guess this was meant to be. Thx grrl

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Date:2012-01-10 23:49
Subject: year of the cat
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Mood: high

    I am amazed about how live must've been back when everything was nickels and dimes.  Right now I have 11 pennies and 1 nickel. Im just thinking to myself, what could I have gotten? Knowing me it wouldve all been spent up on sugary snacks or something. Maybe a different time at peepshows. Like, if there were any good male reviews.
Being at my dads is just so I dunno.  Really great at times, I can't help but reminisce. Now especially with Al Stewart "End of the Day" playing.  I heard it on 91.1 the Avenue. And guessed it was him; or Michael Franks. But my ear took me directly to Al.  Its a song I can imagine playing at my wedding reception. Holding whoever so close. And like having this real true emotion for somebody. Like loving them wholly. Hm.I was going to make a new youtube folder, and it is going to be my wedding treatment for the DJ. 
    Anywho, got swept away in sensuality.. i was repeatedly listening to 10.000 maniacs "like the weather." Unplugged. At home in my basement. But Im listening to this different version and it just funny. Like this was when Natalie Merchant was really over singing Maniac songs. I do that tho obsessively listen to a certain song over and over. Maybe like a dozen times. I cant even keep track its so many it seems. 
    That and Wildman by Kate Bush. Again I listened to it on youtube and it was poor quality.on that note ive also am listening to these kate bush b-sides that are amazing!! Really good. Would like to capture them somehow. I'll see if any of them are in This Woman's Work boxset.  
      I could ramble on forever it seems. When people IM you, and you dont know them. thats not right , right? Like that is some a scheme. I just feel like it has to be. cmon. 24/F ? I dont have anybody that fits that description and someone i wouldnt know having my user name. . is fishy. speaking of fishy I love my cat Eddie As soon as I get a digital camera over by him I will upload them for sure. He is just over a year now.  And he is so charming and ferral.I miss him when Im away. I didnt think I would be like that. Cats arent like dogs. thats for sure,

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Date:2011-10-16 20:20
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OK so Im pissed now. Just written what I thought was a very articulate entry. Now its all gone.  Just because of a spell check.. for real.
Well. I really dont feel like rewriting all of that. So, I guess this will be the entry.  So sorry to all that would've been quite amused, or interested in recent events.

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Date:2011-10-16 19:31
Subject:Writer's Block: What a wonderful word
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What is your favorite word, and why?
I really like the word butthole.. I dont know why.. I know its juvenille. But it's frigging hiliarious.

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Date:2011-10-13 19:07
Subject:symbolism is everywhere.
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Mood: curious

Well theres no turning back a now. The rain and wind has taken most of the leaves that were turning. The sugar maple in my backyard at my ma's will begin to change very soon.  The ones on the court turned mircalously overnight. So now its a circle of yellow leaf.
Last nite did turn out! Although it was after 9, I was still not disappointed.   Well, maybe till later. When we went for a walk around midnight.
We went down the south river trail and crossed the lawe street bridge.  Surprisingly, I dont even remember climbing the hill to get to the other side. I must've been quite enthralled with my company.  Of course  the convo turns to things I dont want to talk about.  and frankly, something you don't discuss in the first few times, when you are somewhat. i dont know, interested? 
Between, relatationships making him want to jump out of a window, (doubtlessly only a two story, for dramatic affect)  and the fact that he will not say I am the best kisser... makes me sortof just... cold to the situation.  I  guess I don't care for a chase.  I want unconditional love.  Something that flows naturally..  I don't know.  Im just excited and havent been at work so I have a lot of time to think these last weeks.
We had found a pristine yet brittle leaf in the street. Perfect shape of a heart.  He told me he used to believe in stuff like that... I still do..

I dare not speak of my other situation, fore, that is my one diving force that sends me to a sad, lethargic place.

Watching EXTRAS now. With Ricky Gervais, and John Merchant. Jon Plowman produces it, just like he did AbFab.  Its bloody brilliant.
Really enjoy this show.  Play it cool is my motto now.. pretty 1985, but tit is.

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Date:2011-10-12 20:10
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Mood: anxious

I got my stitches off today.  The lady was like bent over with a tweezer and scissor just going away at my finger. The doctor had put skin glue on my fingertip which remained till the removal.  They were talking amongst themselves and we found out that somebody was just in with a completely severed finger.. I wouldve personally died of shock
Wanted to go to an Aromatherapy party, but i had plans for six o'clock so didn't go. And of course by whenever my plans were cancelled.
So now, im all dressed up nowhere to go.  but its cool.. full moon tonight.. i think.

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Date:2011-10-09 01:13
Subject:Writer's Block: Freewill vs. fate
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Is love destined or is it a choice?

Well I honestly think destiny is a word for a reason. Its occurent.  Whatever decision you make, is a decision that has already been made by the Powers That Be, Going with freewill being your fate, because you can do whatever you want to do. Its just semantics.

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Date:2011-10-09 01:08
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Mood: indescribable

Once you get enough Mexican DNA inside of you I guess you start to look Spanish. 
Anyways thats what Im goinjg with.  Went out drinking last nite. Omg, was that a huge mistake.  I brought too much money, in case of emergency.
I ended up spending 3/4 of my alotment.  Actually, met this guy too.. he's so fine.  and even better, i feel comfortable with him, like I have no walls up at all.  Could just be and my terribly romantic ideals.  we kind of have quite a bit in common.. he'd ran by a small vignette by me and i just laid there thinking about my various vignettes I play out and imagine..  I would be happy if he took me on his arm.  But so... I barely got any shut eye and I was supposed to work at 1130, so I called in and just said, can you get somebody else to come in for me? Luckily it was Mitch. Not our boss bitch.  Who would've likely terminated me if I didn't show up today.  I hope he had managed to save my job. I know its not his responsibility and Im just passing the buck, hardcore..
I always feel so malaise after a night of drinking, I should be resting already, but everybody knows how it is,,  time flies.

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Date:2011-10-06 17:23
Subject:Indian summer...
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Mood: hungry

 On Monday I had to go to hospital to get 4 stitches. I was washing the tomato slicer and then all of a sudden I just had this pain and blood.
Literally bled for 30 minutes. By then my dad had arrived and whisked me away to AMC. I camed back to had my boss a copy of the form from the hospital, since its being covered on their insurance. I ended up getting back to work two hours later.. finishing up my three hours shift as scheduled..so today was my first day back at work again, just for a two hours lunch shift.. (very graciously my coworker switched for my fiver) 
There were a few customers that seemed concerned for my finger., mostly ladies. I told one that I had to go back in next wednesday to get the stitches removed.. then she said "oh they wont dissolve"  and then I told her something or other about how when I fell of my bike when I was like 9 or something I had to get stitches in my chin and I had to go back in a few weeks later to get them removed..,, One stitch remains and no hair grows there at all.. so i can visibly see the one black thread..  Anywho.  It sucks, im frustrated. My memoirs on my old computer are gone, so i got a new one yesterday too.. Im not that excited because its windows 7.. and im finally maybe getting used to typing on this wretched thing,
I want to get NetFlix or something.. seems like the only way to watch abunch of obscuro films,  or maybe the TMC or AMC subscriptions...
any suggestions from anyone?

I finally bought an adorable 4" ivy,, made me happy,, then i was made happy again yesterday when I went to Home Depot and purchased two adorable 4" false aralias.. the bianca.Came this close to buying a Kumquat tree.. . . . .. I wish I got that Kumquat tree, maybe later.  Cause I totally feel like Im an indoor gardener because Ive watched martha stewart Living on the Hallmark  channel.  I saw the episode about her green house and her Meyer Lemon trees and her Kumquats, respectively, Limes even, gurrrrrrlllll.
Been addicted to the  new cable.. watching HUB for JEM! I love it.

Its beautiful here, 70s and sunny all week,, especially with all the fall colors. The sky is just beautifully painted by an arboristic show of their impending hibernation. The flashy colors fall to the green grass in a flurry amongst the every so rolling winds,

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Date:2011-10-01 21:04
Subject:The first day of October
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Mood: hungry


 OK.
So not only did my dad tell me I'm "gaining weight," put he also is losing his friggin mind. I shouldn't be upset because its just the senility talking.
I felt like I was my aunt talking to her mother. "aggie, you're losin it"
  Just staying with my dad a little more often then before. My stepma went back to South Africa. There was a huge ordeal concerning her transit thru the UK. But she ended up being forced to leave England right away and fly to Johannesburg.
Now she's gone and my dad retired he likes to have someone else in the house.. so ive stayed here a couple days here and there..
no privacy at all really, but theres the internet.  hes just too high strung.  I dont want to end up like either one of my parents, and  you know how people affect your demeanor... well whatever with that.  you're going to eat more when they are snack sized!
 a cool nordic phrase i found on youtube when i was watching a lillian verner sketch from Madtv..
"Bare si det, fa det ut!"    Say it dont spray it! 


 my dads excitement for Jeff Dunham in annoying. when he takes his "pills" he's even more enthusiastically aggravating.


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Date:2011-10-01 20:55
Subject:Writer's Block: World Vegetarian Awareness Month
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What's your favorite vegetarian meal?

Chana Masala

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Date:2011-04-28 20:40
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Id have to say that most of my entries have probably paled in comparison.  it really wouldnt take that much to rival the former,  looking back at my last entries. id say hot beans. er, rather  looking at whatever i was looking at was sad.
so im just chillin here, @heathers. Normally all things escape once I get onto the keyboard, all things relevant. we watched the lady who had inspired Strangers with Candy.

It was like in the 70s and it was very compelling.
im really wantin to quit my job, it just gets too much for me to think about.

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Date:2011-04-28 20:15
Subject:Writer's Block: Get up
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Mood: giggly

If you had to eat the same breakfast everyday for a year (and it would be prepared and served to you), what would you choose?

Alright, I saw this one and its something Ive actually pondered. SO since ya'asked, id want yogurt and muesli with some honey drizzled on top.

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Date:2010-11-25 18:15
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Mood: apathetic

Boy O boy, Lemme tell you something interesting. Well a few things, first of all I called it with the Dancing With The Stars; I smelled a rat, and now I hear much talk about the producers sway in the whole outcome. But that really isnt all that interesting , is it?
I got a job at Subway. Ive been working there for a year and two months. Ive gotten a buck twenty five raise from my starting pay. It made me realise, working in the food service industry that people, widely, are impatient inconsiderate a-holes. People really have selective polities.
Also, the most interesting, and recent I got served a frickin restraining order, my boyfriends parents do not want him coming over to my house anymore, I dont want to get into it, because it's really a sticky situation, but I basically bawled and crawled around for two hours. Until I talked to some friends and they calmed me down a bit. I still felt like I wanted to die, but I realise it's only one year. So it does seem like a long time, I mean it's one thing when you can't see somebody because they moved, or died. Because its either optional or definate.  But to have a court, a sheriff, to run your relationship, that's something different.
So Im at my pops, had turkeyday here. He makes the most delish stuffing, or they call dressing. watching action 2 news.
Recently purchased Hejira. I heard it a longtime ago maybe almost 10 years at Beaners Coffee Shop. It was Hejira I heard, and it made me want to hear more, but of course I never got to dive into it. But Song For Sharon really speaks to me, it ceased my tears for 5 minutes.. the line"loves a repetitious danger, youd think I'd be accustomed to, well i do accept the changes, at least better than I used to do, a woman i knew just drowned herself, the well was deep and muddy, she was just shaking off futility or punishing somebody" I guess thats a verse, but I love it. Yeah its a cold one here, 20 degrees. of course i went out sans jacket.
Just trying to save up and possibly move out.
Lovin it,

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Date:2009-06-09 09:59
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Mood: high

its technically still spring i suppose. We're finally getting the rain and the clouds, finally today the rain broke and the sun is coming out.  Gonna be in the 70s all week.  Good first thunderstorm on Sunday, there was a thunder rumble for at least 30 seconds.
  so im listening to my tori/ kate bush mash up on my crappy Micron my dad gave me from '99.  its kate bush "dreaming,"/"red shoes" and tori "beekeeper"/"Abnormally attracted to Sin" its a good 4 hours of music. I play SimCity4, but last night I catch my seitgeist and i decide to construct a really beautifully planned out city. i forgot what i called it, but i get done with maybe 1/10 of it, with beautiful neighborhoods and a great education system working out, it freezes. So i swore then i would never play it again (like i have many times it had crashed before)
Im still working out great ideas in my head at the moment, so i dunno, if i will go back on that solemn vow.
  I am sittin on the southside at my friend Holly's. this is the reason why im getting the chance to log, and feverishly check my myspace.
just joking, kinda.

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Date:2009-05-23 20:33
Subject:May 23rd
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Mood: high

Omg ate so much at a bbq. first time eating corn this summer, er spring. Whatever, knee high by July, i thought, so either its this whole crop rotation i dont know about, or its been shipped. 
watching pineapple express
and then planning on excavatin the house tonite, trish wants to look in the attic, it ought to conjure up lots of memories of middle school. woot.
Got Toris new CD, loving it.

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Date:2008-09-15 14:11
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Mood: anxious

my dad went to hilltop farms this morning and got lots of apples and carmel. I opted out on the carmel.

but i was actually able to pick out a booger today, so that means im not a snot nosed infant anymore,
ive been on myspace, which is uh, fun. not really, but y'all check it out  www.myspace.com/irehueh
probably wont find much more interesting things, besides those photos, oh yeah. i hope i dont have a private file, if I do, hit me up with a friend request.

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Date:2008-02-01 08:25
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Mood: thirsty

its cool, the hallways of your mind get unlocked, and leads you to doors and out into springtime old arsenic and lace , my toilet almost overflowed, its a full bowl of water and the tank is full as well. Its like where does the water go? I hope its not because I dumped buckets of water down there, but that was like in the summer.  Moisture from the dehumidifier.  I would love to visit the English countryside. But all and all I want to live in the sun.

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Date:2007-12-26 16:37
Subject:Alive!
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Mood: enthralled

  Just listening to Daft Punks live CD ALIVE!, i kind of feel like frampton, with frampton alive!
Well, I dont feel like frampton, i dont have curly golden locks, and no, I dont know how to use a wah wah peddle anyways,

im going to fill my boudoir of the nations, got to try every nationality, i mean how else will i know which grocery aisle to hang out it, you know, Mexican, Italian, Greek, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Honduran, Brasilian, hell maybe even a lil smorgasbord. But thats not where its at. Im definately a tropic of cancer or capricorn guy.

Well party on Wayne, party on Garth. Anywho, hopefuly my dance card is filled for the night. 
So how do you feel about uncut dicks, 
I think they are boner inspiring. Thats why I like to go for the ones I know will be uncut, cause in the Eastern and Southern worlds, they are only circumsised if they are Jewish, and thats a big deal for them, like getting the foreskin removed, you know there are  bands of angry men that want their foreskin back, stating that it wasn't fair , and not their choice.  I knew somebody that pierced his dickhole or whatever and was stretching his dick skin over his head. Interesting to say the least, like FreakSquad, with the foreskin monster, omg. 
Well this will be my dick rant, anywhoo.

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Date:2007-12-25 13:50
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Mood: full

 oh me oh my, its xmas. im at my dads, he's napping and my stepmum is on the videophone to someone in S.Africa.  cold as the dickens outside, 30 degrees. must've just gotten up there. thank god jeff foxworthy is on mute.
im full, like sicklike full. too much stuffing and turkey. so i'm fighting the food coma. luckily i gots me some caffeine.
Well seasons greetings and all that bull shite.

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